👉🏾This year i decided to put a BIG devotion of my time into a "Self Love" ❤️project. I absolutely love interacting with women👭👭 and i just happen to attract alot of mums, I guess because i am a mum too i can heavily relate.👩👩👦👦 👉🏾I have been through so much personally and worked so bloody hard on myself and improving myself in every way possible. I went through phases of absolute self hatred🙅🏼. I was conditioned to think a certain way about my self with the help of others and their judgement 🙅🏼. I went through phases where i felt like life would never get better, through times where i was just out in the world with no real purpose or direction🙅🏼. I went through phases where i felt like i was "just a mum" and as amazing as being a mum is, i had definitely lost a sense of who i was as a person, as a woman and where i fit into the world. I have felt disgusting, worthless, ugly and insignificant, i never thought those feelings would stop. 🙅🏼👎🏼 👉🏾I thought i was destined for a meaningless life👇🏼, i thought that i couldn’t contribute to anything or anyone enough to actually feel a sense of accomplishment.👇🏼 👉🏾I cant remember an exact point 🤔or that exact moment that made me think otherwise or made me feel like there was hope. I know it was a series of changes and moments that helped me believe and helped me move in that direction. I know that it was a whole series of moments that lead me to this epiphany🤔 that i could contribute, that i could change, that i was worthy and that i had a significant amount of shit to show the world and myself.🤗 👉🏾4 years on I am that person that honestly couldnt care if people think im kind of crazy or that all my talk of self love❤️, self confidence and freedom is kind of out there. When you actually believe in this stuff, the shift in a person is crrrrazzzzyyyyy.